I got to do a little thinking today. I found out some not too good side of me. I don’t hate it but I think I also don’t like it. I find that I may be the kind of person who run away from emotional attachment. When someone get too close. I tend to avoid it. I started o put space between the person who get close to me I don’t know why and I don’t know how. Why I turn out the way I am now. One thing I do know if you don’t gave you don’t get. Is it because I am afraid to get hurt or is there another reason that I don’t know myself yet. This has been long on my mind.